It's nearly midnight, and I have to wake up at 7 tomorrow... I'm gonna regret this so much....
I'm sad. Have you ever gone through that thing where you really like this guy at school, but you two are from totally different 'cliques', he's older, a higher classman, and you know he'll never like you the way you like him...or for that matter like you at ALL? Well yeah...I'm going through that right now, and have been for the past two years. The guy is just an amazing guy...he seems so cool, he's hot, an amazing guitarist...but he's a senior. And I'm a junior....My friend once told me 'he's either worth your breath or he's not'...and he is, he just so IS..but I can't seem to get the courage to talk to him. I did once, I asked him to homecoming...but I chickened out halfway through talking to him.
Me: Hey...you going to homecoming.?
Him: Yeah...
Me: You going *with* anyone...?
Him: Yeah...I'm going with some friends--
Me: ohokaywellbye! *runs off*
So I never really *asked* him, persay...but you get it...so yea. the February dance is coming up soon. Maybe I'll be brave enough to talk to him then. Until then, be gone, teanage angstyness!!
I FINALLY started that Mige/Linde fic that I've been talking about...I actually got two chapters up tonight. Go me. But that'll be it for the night. Um...what else to talk about..OH! I finally got Deep Shadows and Brilliant Hightlights....AWESOME CD....now who's got suggestions for the next one I should go after? !! I wanted to eat Hot Topic the other day. I finally saved up enough money for the stuff that I wanted, and I went in and found out that they STOPPED SELLING IT. They didn't have the heartagram wristband (which they'll probably get in later...), the lady told me they stopped selling the Jack Sparrow necklace(the one with the bird off of his tattoo..I wanted it so bad...;-; *emotear*) and a few other things. I was mad..but on the bright side: I convinced my Mom to let me get the fingerless HIM gloves at spencers. She's one of the moms that is REALLY cool, but she doesn't let me wear a bunch of the things I want, yanno? But she's getting better at it...we've kind of made a silent deal: She lets me wear what I want (within certain lines, I guess), and the few times she wants me to wear something nice, I do without a fight. It works, I get to wear what I want and stuff....and Ian (the guy that I uberly-like) has been looking at me more and more 8D;;. Complete switch of subject: I got a heartagram necklace off ebay!! YES!! Now I'm waiting for it to get in the mail...when it gets here I'm gonna pose for a picture with it on. ...if I ever get my digital camera working. *kicks*. I've had the thing for the longest time, but it doesn't want to work for me....so...I guess that ends this journal entry. *clings to Migé* He's mine, bishes.